Sunday, November 30, 2014
I feel like it's hard to carry on my "regular life" when I know of somebody else who doesn't have their "regular life" anymore. I know of someone who recently lost children and it has just made any ramblings I can throw on the internet seem trivial and obnoxious. I remember after Lucy died I went back to the internet, to facebook specifically, and everything was the same. Nothing was the same for me, but on facebook there were still people posting pictures of their breakfast or posting a complaint to a particular bad driver. It just seemed inappropriate. It wasn't of course but I was sensitive. So I am back to post pictures of holiday festivities despite a heavy heart. Trivial busy work keeps me going.