Friday, October 17, 2014
After Lucy died I met someone whose daughter also passed, that daughter was 13 years old and her mom she had "barely knew her". Lucy was 1 and I knew her so well so the idea of getting 12 more years and not knowing your daughter sounded slightly offensive. But I get it now. Lucy would be 5 now and in Kindergarten. And that is sad and it does make me feel like I don't know her. But I do, because she's not 5 and never will be. Lucy is 20 months old.
Daisy is going to be older than Lucy soon. She can stop being compared to little Saint-like Lucy which I'm sure she'll appreciate a lot when she is old enough to understand it. I look forward to those new adventures.